HaTiKu MiLik siAPa???

Whoa... speaking bout heart... it' complicated actually... Last 2 weeks i've been attending a talk on da title Hatiku Milik Siapa...


perasaan bercampur baur when i'm attending da talk.. i thot ther'll be so many people who going to join da program but unfortunately nope. huhu... wat a luck..


8.50 p.m
stepped into da unique mosque of UMP. invited by the sis to join da dinner. refused. Segan.


9.13 p.m
getting more x selesa n segan seing everybody wearing tudung labuh and all eyes staring at me as i'm also wearing it for the 1st time. dunno how to describe dat feeling. Segan+malu+lemah+malu sesangat+ntahlaahhhh..


9.30 p.m.
da talk began. moderator introduced da panels.
ust. suging + ust. abdullah.
1st impression on 'em = boring!!!


then when they started to talk, every words preached by their mouth, every single words were actually meaningful, interesting.


so, hatiku milik siapa???
ustaz cakap, " klo btol kita tau apa tujuan kita hidop di dunia ini, kita akan tau dan sedar hati kita milik siapa... hati kita milik Dia... kelalaian kita dan kelupaan kita pada-Nya membuatkan kita terlupa akan perkara itu... jika benarlah kita cintakan Allah melebihi segalanya, maka itulah cinta sejati... walaupun Dia mengambil org tersayang pon tidak akan menjadi masalah kpd kita kerana semua itu hanya pinjaman.."


10.47 p.m
2-way-communication session. QNA. huhu
God!!! tell me it's not real!!! Ada ke patut daripada hundreds gals yang ada, moderator tu aimed aku soh jawab soalan??? huhuh... da laaa tny pandangan tentang CINTA. ahahhaha... merepek2 ja ak answered.. huhu... da worse part was when da emcee asked me, "honestly, awak pernah bercinta tak??".. adoi... mau x merah menyala muka aku nak jawab... huhuh... niway, nice experience xtually,,....


hmmm... so, moral of da story is, just forget of getting or finding a bf or gr rite now becoz there's no such things happening. even it's juz a lie laaa... ustaz cakap lagi, klo masa couple neh, suma tipu jaa... lepas kawen baru nmpk true colors. huhuhu...

btol tu ustaz...