Puas???

hmmmmm... wat a great n wonderful life of mine.. yesterday, i've been out wif crazy rumates-qilah,zue,pikah. ahahaha... Gosh!!! it's so fun goin out, not thinkin about anythin' else.
we went to da mall, shoppin, flirtin, eating a lot like a cow!!! akakakaka... juz imagine how fast da money gone off my purse.. ahahaha... never mind.. as long as i'm happy n puas of wat we're doin!!! damn happy, released, hmmm....






hatiku girang,
perutku kenyang,
duitku terbang melayang,,
dalam hati bertambah sayang,
pada ruma8 yang periang,
dan juga penyayang,
bersama kita terbang,
balik tidoq terbongkang,...

ahahahaha...

RaYa LaGi!!!!

3rd of RaYa???

whoa!!! seems like all da gloomy things disapperared!!! ahahaha.. aleya, pie n my twin, intan juju went to my ous, kidnapped n went to give a visit at Ms. Nik house.. ahhhaa... seems like lots of click gonna be there!!! then we met atol, and also bond, azim, afiq adli(my fightin mate)... all of dat sweet pics of us seems to be flyin around my head..

we're spendin happy time together. as how hari raya should be.
visit other clicks' ous..
lov it..
miss it..
wish it'll happen again...

P/S :- Besties
Wish w all can live, chat, eat, sleep, bathe, do all the nit-wit things together again..
Do love each other as how we used to be years before...

hARi rAYaku ??

wah... mcm2 lgu rya di corong2 radio..
i'm just makin myself bz on da hr rya coz i wanna 4get all probs of mine..

8.00 a.m ( 20/09/2009)
went 2 da mosque wif mu family. pray. listen to da spreech. "maka bila berlalunya ramadhan, adakah kita tersenyum gembira seperti yg lain atau kita menangis kesedihan kerana adakah lg kesempatan untuk kita bertemu lagi dgn ramadhan seterusnya?" this is a cut of sentence said by the Imam.. suddenly my eyes started to glimmered n a hot drops of tears creepin on my cheeks...
do i still hve the chance??.... wallahualam...

10.00 a.m
ziarah 'ayah', n 'family' ...
so sad s i saw my lil bro menaburkan bunga di atas pusara ayah...
dia mseh terlalu kecil semasa ayah pejamkan mata... masih blom smpat merasa kseh syg dr a man called AYAH... couldnt hold da tears again..

seterusnya, i went through my hari raya gloomily...
tidoq bla smpi umah... meaningless 4 me... like it hav no more fun...

Ya Allah..
ku mengharapkan ramadhan yg sempurna dan berharga buatku di tahun hadapan...
semoga hari rayaku akan menjadi lebih bermakna...

why do i always break my promises towards HIM??

why do i never realize and grateful for what HE gives me??

why? i'm searching..

why do i always can't do it???

findin' myself in the dark and gloomy nite..