Lagi Anugerah dari Dia.. ;)

hmm. 4 months holiday. nutin much to do. been enjoyin da time wif my bloved one, my mom, and my family.

ok ok. no doubt. also missin him. haha. stupid me. but not to tell him.

well. so many things happen lately dat i cudn't say more then Alhamdulillah. rili. huhu. so many things, tears, but im sure dats sumtin from him. "Allah bagi masalah atau dugaan kadang2 untuk menegur kita yang terlupa pada-Nya". Sesungguhnya, Allah itu Maha Rahman, Maha Latiff.. Subhanallah...

There's nutin else i can say other then Alhamdulillah... =)

Dugaan Itu Suatu Rahmat.. Is it?

Hmm...
Apa lagi salah aku?
Mana lagi yang tak cukup?
Apa lagi yang tak cukup?
Mana lagi yang tak betul?



Haa..
Itu semua rungutan semasa aku jahil..
Lalai.. Leka.. Lupa..
Astaghfirullahalazim..



Alhamdulillah...
Again, Today's thorn is tomorrow's flower..
Di sebalik setiap dugaan yang diberi-Nya,
Pasti ada ganjaran yang lebih besar buat aku..
Terima kaseh Kekasihku,
Ya Allah...

Jujur + Amanah = Percaya

Hard to believe in people nowadays.

Betrayals. Mole. Foe. So many bad words around.

The traumatic syndrome, made me who i am today.

Always remind myself not to put my TRUST on anybody easily,

But i always DID.

So, don't let me hate YOU,

By betraying ME!!

Explain in to me b4 i hate YOU.

Apa Ini?

huhu.. sigh.. sometime, somehow, feels so stupid. inane. started to do nitty things. huhu. tizzy sumtimes. but, there's always a reason behind everything. I believe it. Cliche perhaps. I leave everything to Him. Diz feeling is killin me from da inside.. huhu..

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  Life's so unexpected


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  Expect the unexpected


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  Be thankful to wat we're havin


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  Think positive

All those cliche keeps playin in my messed mind. I dunno wat to do. All diz while, me n my besties had announced ourself as Indie Gal - as we can live on our own. But, everything is not like wat we wanted it to be.

Bila org tanya, "kalau ada orang yang sukakan kamu n wanna be friend wit u, wat will u do?" and dgn senangnya aku jawab, "alaa, best apa kalau ada org suka, bleh dpt adiah, best la".. Tapi when it comes to da real situation, it's actrually not as easy as i thot.

I'll say, "Gila ka suka kat aku?? Either u buta or gila!!" ahaha. But it's normal. Just when it comes to sudden, sumtimes, aku pon pening nak handle. aiya...

But, diz's life. Pahit atau manis, semua kena telan. God, guide me..

Lots of things to be considered. People around me, wat do they feel, wat'll they say, my bestie, wat will they feel.. Sumtimes it's so hard for me.

Blurred. Stressed. X caya. X logic. Gila.