Lama sudah. Leka telah.

Semakin lama suatu anugerah dirasa,
Semakin jauh aku berlari dari Sang Pemberinya.


Semakin leka aku telah dibuai rasa,
Semakin benci dan kosong yang dapat aku rasa.


Semakin kuat cubaan aku tawarkan,
Semakin pahit madu yang kau simbahkan. 


Terima kasih atas segala yang indah, pahit dan yang lupa dititipkan.

Lagi Anugerah dari Dia.. ;)

hmm. 4 months holiday. nutin much to do. been enjoyin da time wif my bloved one, my mom, and my family.

ok ok. no doubt. also missin him. haha. stupid me. but not to tell him.

well. so many things happen lately dat i cudn't say more then Alhamdulillah. rili. huhu. so many things, tears, but im sure dats sumtin from him. "Allah bagi masalah atau dugaan kadang2 untuk menegur kita yang terlupa pada-Nya". Sesungguhnya, Allah itu Maha Rahman, Maha Latiff.. Subhanallah...

There's nutin else i can say other then Alhamdulillah... =)

Baqis Gila Nak Sampai Sini. huu.

Hole-land = Holland, Netherland.

Tiz place is surely a dream of any women on earth seriously. mana taknya, byk gila tulips, colorful gorgeous chantek hell punya tulips. wuaa!!! bestt!!!

Alexandria, Egypt

Tempat yang byk history of Islam, me Agama.,

best!!!! Everybody shud go!!!

Autumn, maple leaves, quite windy n chilled, best!!! nk jalan2 ngan belourved future hubby kat cni!!! heehe. gatai baqis neh.

Dimana ni?? haha. cuba teka!!! Floating Caucasian woman, wif shadow! damn jerneh blue sea!!!

So, study week dah masok, aku ja x masok2 lagi. Sebab... aku dah gila. hhahaha. Dari pagi sampai pagi balik, duk ngadap lappy!!! Baqis Gila!!

To-DOoOo-List :-

• Study Computer Network
• Study Network Technology
• Study Applied Statistic
• Study Internet Techno
• Study z/OS Foundation
• Study Islamic Instituition

hahahahaha. matilah semua pon study. haihh.. Ganbatte Baqis!!! =)

Kunjungan yang Sangat Dihargai!!!

Diz is da person who's been waited for bout 1 month after she planned to come. bestnya!!!

ANA looks so gorgeous now n forever!!! ana memang sangat chantique, in her way she is. even all my kawan2 suka ana. sweet gal!!!

We went to banyak2 pantai. hehe. PANTAI. ana rili love pantai dun she? but who dont? =)

im glad dat she finally made it here, for da 2nd time. yay!!!

then finally, sapa orang tua neh??? dat guy?? hahah. its SAREP.

tak abeh2 duk tnya bila ana, aliya, atol, pie, nabila, mimie, n all my fren will be here again??

i wonder kenapa dia yang over excited. hmm. haihhh. hahahahah

cant wait for the next visits of others.

P/S : I meant U.

Dunia Sentiasa Indah. =)

Situasi #1

• selalu sedeyh
• aku lah manusia yang paling malang kat dunia
• aku x chantek
• aku xda roopa
• aku tidak pula bijak
• seronoknya kalau jadi orang kaya

Situasi #2

• selalu bersuka ria, bergelak tawa
• bertuahnya naseb badan
• kenapa semua orang cakap aku chantek, lawa?
• bestnya kalau aku chantek macam ....
• apa perasaan orang yg hidup susah? tringin nak rasa..
• aku ni manusia jenis apa?

Motif AKU,

• hahahaha. biasala orang, semua serba tak kena.
• biasalah mulut orang, mana boleh tutup.
• biasalah hati orang, sentiasa dibisikkan hasad, dengki
• biasalah, MANUSIA,... tidak pernah BERSYUKUR..

SO, APA PON YG HAPPENNED ON US, DUN EASILY MERATAP OR BERLAGAK CUZ SEMUA TUH PNJAMAN N UJIAN JA UOOLLZZ~

kalau kita rasa kita neh malang sangat, cuba tengok sekeliling, pikiaq sendiri, byk menda yg kita ada tapi tiada pada orang lain.

kalau kita rsa kita neh btuah sgt, jangan pulak duk enjoy and happy sangat sampai lupa saya yg bagi semua itu, => HIM.

Sebiru Laut Sehijau Hati

Bila suria mengundur diri,..

Gelap gelita muka bumi..

Tapi sebiru laut,

Mengubat segalanya..

Hijaunya minda dan hati ketika ini,..

Tiada kata atau madah,.

Untuk menggambarkan perasaan ketika ini,.

Pemandangan terindah dari hamba hina..

Mencari konklusi,..

Mungkinkah sebuah solusi?..

Tiada apa yang pasti..

Berserah pada Ilahi..

P/S : I wish we can lay there together gals.. =(

Location : Pantai Beserah, Kuantan.

Atas + Bawah = Hidup

hidop,

kadang-kadang atas,

kadang-kadang bawah.

rasa,

kadang-kadang pahit,

kadang-kadang manis.

hati,

kadang-kadang lembut,

kadang-kadang keras.

iman,

kadang-kadang naik,

kadang-kadang turun.

P/S : Always pray for the better tomorrows...

Lovely January. =)

Alhamdulillah.. =)

01/01/11

main - main =)

Sg. Semuji, Pahang

Sg. Semuji, Pahang

Sg. Lembing, Pahang

Bukit Tinggi, Bentong, Pahang.

Sg. Lembing, Pahang.

Raya!

Dilla's Place (lady in purple, sittin at da front). nak puding roti lg!!!

Ayu's place (lady in choc). thanx ayu, sdap semua makanan!!!

Faculty RAYA~

5 Lelaki~ ahaha

Pantai Sepat, Kuantan.

there's a bestie,

who i declared as my angel of the unknown.

am so lucky to hav her.

Thanx God.

She'll be my bridesmaid. =)

Yea, dats u. :)

cukup

He keeps saying,

u r my other half,

u meant da world for me,

u r my furstin,

u r my life,

can't imagine mylife without u,

i adore u,

i loves u as u are,

i wanna take u as my amanah,

im learnin u,

im givin everything for u,

i'll fight for u.

u r cukup for me. i wont ask for more. seriously.

Alhamdulillah..

P/S :- I do Love You, there i said it. (cuz i know u wont read diz, aha) :)

Aina Qalbik???

Sabda Rasulullah S.A.W

"Beware, there's a piece of flesh in the body, if it becomes good(reformed), the whole body becomes good but if it gets spoilt the whole body gets spoilt, and that is HEART"...

1) Di mana hatimu?

Where is it? Aina qalbik?? Long time ago it was used to say, "Your heart is bound to the money and treasures you've got"..

One fellow's heart is bound to the jewelry he bought for his wife..

And another fellow's heart is stuck to the money he deposited into the bank..

That was the case before, but frankly now it is much worse!!

Aina qalbik??? Aina qalbik???

Is it with your woman; playing it like a toy?

What have you done with it???

2)Hati tak pernah tetap..

Heart are inconstant. They change each hour like a feather blown by the wind turning it upside-down.. Hati yg kamu ada sekarang, tidak akan sama dengan hati yang akan kamu ada 1 jam kemudian dan seterusnya. Heart is labelled "inconstant" because of its changeable nature..

To confirm to God's religion is a serious and elevated matter because it is directly related to the heart which is in turn inconstant.. May ALLAH confirm our heart to follow the religion properly; seeking His obedience till the Day of Judgement...

3) Habibi, akhi..

Mari kita berhenti dan tanya pada diri kita sebentar malam ini.. "Which HEART is your?"

"Aijul qulubi qalbuk??"...

Is it still fettered to NAFS??

Poor you!! Are you still preoccupied with belly and lust???

Ma zillikayamiskin... Poor You!! Are you still living for appearance and worldly pleasures??

Isn't it the time for your heart to get released to the open space of worship??

Ma zillikayamiskin!!!

Are you still content with worldly richness or a transient lust??

Thinking not of your destiny....

4) A regressed heart....

Is this is your HEART??? Why are you fleeing away?? Is this really your HEART??

Take it easy, calm down, now tell me frankly,..

Da qalbak??? Is this your heart???

Do you have an earthly heart which is satisfied when all your wishes are granted and discontent when they are not???

Da qalbak?? Is this your HEART??

A heart only searching for things to eat, cars to drive, and places to visit??

Caring only how, when and where to SLEEP???

Poor you... Poor you... Poor you......

What a regressed heart you have..

5) Kemanisan iman..

Ya maukuuz... Ya maukuuz.....

Poor you...

Hasn't your heart felt the sweetness of prostration, being close to Him?

For what you sold all these priceless things????

You people who are desperate, bored, weary, lost and in pain,..

Haven't i told you we long for opening a hospital for curing with IMAN??

Bil imaan,!! Na'am!!! Bil imaan!!

YES!!! With iman..

WE ARE IN NEED OF SUCH THINGS...

Beautiful Advices..

Why are you arrogant and proud?

Nothing really deserves it

Arrogance and pride are pure ignorance

Can a seeker for truth live in ignorance?

Also pride is a danger on our ummah (Muslim nation)

All you seekers of truth! You must do good to all creatures

Don’t ever be the reason of chaos and destruction on earth

How can you on your journey to truth destroy the earth that you are vicegerent upon

Do good and don’t ever do chaos!

Pride is the main source of problems on earth

Wars, destruction, theft, bribery, hate.. etc,

But how can we solve these problems?

Don’t ever say I’m the good guy that is going to solve the world’s problems

Even if it’s done in the name of Islam

You must purify your heart first from the diseases

Be keen on jobs or works that increase your humbleness

On meeting people, you start the greetings.. Don’t wait for someone to greet you first

Be it old, young, friend or an enemy you have to start the greetings

Don’t follow your “nafs” that tells you that you deserve greeting

Do jobs that break your ego..

Do jobs that break your ego..

Do jobs that break your ego..

S-A-H-A-B-A-T

Aku : Macam mana ni ...... ??

Dia : Tak apa, sabar.. Allah always there 4 us..

Aku : I did a really big mistake bestie.. Do you hate me for dat??

Dia : Never Belle!! Still love u like before. Everybody did mistakes. Do repent.. He always be kindful...

Aku : Thanx God dat i've been blessed wif a really gud fren like u...

P/S : Diz post is specially wrote for u guys.

Dugaan Itu Suatu Rahmat.. Is it?

Hmm...
Apa lagi salah aku?
Mana lagi yang tak cukup?
Apa lagi yang tak cukup?
Mana lagi yang tak betul?



Haa..
Itu semua rungutan semasa aku jahil..
Lalai.. Leka.. Lupa..
Astaghfirullahalazim..



Alhamdulillah...
Again, Today's thorn is tomorrow's flower..
Di sebalik setiap dugaan yang diberi-Nya,
Pasti ada ganjaran yang lebih besar buat aku..
Terima kaseh Kekasihku,
Ya Allah...

Trillions Of Happiness

=)

Again,

=)

Haha. Unexpected.

No pain, No gain. Ait??

Pranked.

April 22nd = May 25th???

P/S :- Trillions of thanks to Pieka, Qeelah, Zue, Opiq, n Beau.

For the 1st pranked. Lov u guys.

Anyway...

People are often unreasonable,
illogical and self-centered,
Forgive them anyway..


If you are kind,

people may accuse you,
of selfish, ulterior motives,
Be kind anyway..


If you are successful,
You will win some false friends,
Some true enemies,
Succeed anyway..


If you are honest and frank,
People may cheat on you,
Be honest and frank anyway..


What you spend years building,
Someone could destroy overnight,
Build anyway..


If you find serenity and happiness,
They might be jealous,
Be happy anyway..


Give the world the best you have,
And it may never be enough,
Give the world the best,
You have got anyway..


You see, in the final analysis,
It's between YOU and GOD,
It's never between
You and them anyway...

aku + dia = kamu

hmm..
darkness go away
dark cloud please go
sunshine coming
beautiful rainbow smiling
happiness please stay.
...
..

:) am waitin to meet leya's beau.